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Founder of Sensaura Sanctuary

Creator of Somatic Tantra Immersion

Specializing in extended, high container somatic work for discerning clients

RECONNECT WITH YOUR BODY THROUGH GROUNDED, PLEASURE BASED TANTRA

You come to this work because something in you is ready for more than surface level relief.

You are seeking an experience that is immersive, structured, and intentionally guided, one that allows pleasure, presence, and nervous system regulation to coexist within a clearly held container.

I come to this work with warmth, humility, and a deep respect for the body as a living, intelligent expression of the soul.

My sessions are immersive and deliberately structured. Over years of advanced training, lived experience, and ongoing study, I developed what is now known as the Somatic Tantra Immersion, an extended, pleasure based bodywork methodology designed for depth, continuity, and refined sensory awareness.

This work is highly physical and intentionally paced. Pleasure is central to the experience. It is not treated as a transaction or an outcome to achieve, but as a natural and regulated language of the body when safety, clarity, and professional leadership are established.

Clients often describe feeling genuinely met in my presence. I connect with authenticity and emotional intelligence while maintaining clarity and direction. Warmth and strength coexist in my sessions. You are guided through the experience so you can relax fully into receiving.

My own healing journey has profoundly shaped how I practice. Through challenge and transformation, I learned firsthand how much intelligence lives within the body when it is approached with skill, patience, and devotion to the craft. That understanding informs every session I offer.

My practice draws from a wide range of advanced tools, thoughtfully woven together with precision to create experiences that feel rich, intentional, and unforgettable. Depending on your needs and the session we agree upon, our work together may include a personalized blend of:

  • Professional, certified massage therapy
  • Authentic connection and genuine care
  • Deep relaxation and nervous system support
  • Tantra informed intimacy coaching
  • Support for erectile dysfunction and premature ejaculation concerns
  • Somatic de armoring and sensory awareness practices
  • Trauma informed conversation and integration
  • Sound healing and vibrational work
  • Percussion therapy and sensory tools
  • Vibroacoustic sound bed experiences
  • Rope and bond sensory journeys
  • Virtual reality meditation experiences

I work intuitively and attentively with clarity, allowing my presence and skill to meet your body where it is. Throughout our time together, I listen closely to breath, tone, tension, and subtle shifts, while honoring consent at every step.

Touch is intentional and guided throughout. A wide range of sensation and emotional response may arise naturally within pleasure based somatic work, yet the experience is not built around performance or specific outcomes. The structure supports depth, regulation, and sustained presence, with an emphasis on connection and awareness rather than goals to achieve.

What I offer is clearly defined and consistent. There are no unlisted services or hidden additions. What I offer is the work itself, held with sincerity, devotion, and full presence.

It would be my honor to share this sacred time with you.

SOMATIC TANTRA IMMERSION SESSIONS

I specialize in three-hour Somatic Tantra Immersion sessions, and these longer sessions are my primary recommendation. They are the foundation of my work and offer the most pleasurable, informative, emotionally available, and soulfully connected experience. This length allows us the spaciousness to slow down, ground, discuss your intentions, answer questions, and truly connect without ever feeling rushed.

The majority of my clients book three hours or longer, and this is where I am able to offer my most comprehensive and refined work. These sessions are designed to engage your senses, body, and inner awareness in a way that feels intentional and cohesive, creating meaningful and lasting impact while also allowing time for integration and reflection.

Somatic Tantra Immersion Sessions May Include

  • Time to discuss your intentions, needs, and questions around the work

  • Showers before and after bodywork for comfort and transitiong

  • Guided breathing to support grounding and presence

  • Optional heated dual percussion therapy (especially helpful for tight or guarded muscles)

  • Extended full body massage delivered with skilled, attentive touch

  • Optional vibroacoustic sound bed experience

  • Optional 15-minute Tantra Virtual Reality meditation to close the session

  • Optional personalized sound healing woven throughout, including high-end instruments and accompanying vocals

Within these sessions, I offer more than technique alone. I provide a steady, grounded presence and clear guidance throughout the experience. I am highly attuned to breath, tone, tension, and subtle shifts in your body, adjusting pace and pressure in real time so the work meets you exactly where you are.

The experience is held with care, attentiveness, and professionalism, allowing you to relax fully into receiving without performance or expectation. This is especially supportive for those navigating emotional, spiritual, or physical challenges, as well as for those seeking deeper, more empowered connection within themselves and their relationships.

I have worked with clients through trauma recovery, major life transitions, relationship changes, health challenges, and periods of personal growth. Each session is approached with respect for your individual experience and paced according to what feels supportive and appropriate.

Pleasure plays an important role in this work, supporting relaxation, nervous system regulation, and present moment awareness. It is not treated as a goal or outcome, but as an integrated aspect of the experience when the body feels safe, supported, and engaged.

Reflections from past clients about my professionalism, presence, and care can be found at the bottom of my profile page. You are welcome to explore those to gain a clearer sense of the work I offer.

It is an honor to work with those who choose to step into this experience with me.

For more details about Tantra read our FAQ section here

EDUCATION & CERTIFICATIONS

 

  • Certified Massage Therapist  ASM Massage School graduate, Arcata CA (2004)
    Trained in lomi lomi, Swedish massage, Thai massage, deep tissue, craniosacral therapy, shiatsu, Chinese meridian bodywork, trigger point therapy, gua sha, aromatherapy, and spa-based modalities.

  • Registered Tantra Yoga Teacher (RYT-200) through Yoga Alliance
    Training includes anatomy, philosophy, pranayama (breathwork), Ashtanga, asana, and teaching methodology.

  • Pacific Center Of Somatic Sexology – 2026-2027 Certified Sexological Bodyworker
  • American Board of Sexology (ABS) – 2026- 2027 certification
  • Association Of Certified Sexological Bodyworkers (ACSB) – 2026 – 2027 Certification
  • Relationship Coaching Institute (RCI) – 2026 – 2027 ,  Level 1: Foundations of Relationship Coaching, Level 2: Relationship Coaching for Singles, and Level 3: Relationship Coaching for Couples, including 144 International Coaching Federation (ICF) accredited hours 

  • Advanced Hatha Yoga and Flexibility Training  (2000–2012) Bikram Hot Yoga, (2008-present) contortion, additional training in Kundalini, Vinyasa, Restorative Yin, and Ashtanga.

  • Professional aerial arts background: 5+ years international performance and instruction in aerial silk and lyra. This training informs, influences, and inspires how I move on and around the client’s body with fluidity, support, and attunement.

    –  Performance: (2010-2012) Wanderlust Circus Portland OR, (2012-2013) Lucent Dossier Los Angeles CA, Mental Head Circus (Terry Beeman productions) Los Angeles CA 2015,

    –  Teaching: (2009-2012) Aerial Silk and Lyra instructor Polaris Dance, Portland Oregon

  • Somatic Therapy study (2004–present)
  • Trauma-informed frameworks 2013 study in Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT) and Dialectical Behavioral Therapy (DBT) at CTC Los Angeles. Ongoing research in Internal Family Systems (IFS) and Psychoneuroimmunology (PNI) 
  • Nonviolent Communication study at Sundari Gardens, Big Island HI 2021
  • Sound healing and meditation experience and facilitation (2015–present) monthly sound healing and meditation ceremony at SCSL in Encinitas CA. Currently, I work with a professional vibroacoustic sound bed and a curated array of instruments.
  • Creative arts and performance background decades of experience in movement, theatre, and music
    Supporting presence, responsiveness, and embodied expression within sessions.

    COUPLES TANTRA MASSAGE SESSIONS

    My couples sessions are thoughtfully designed to support partners in connecting with one another in a deeper, more present, and emotionally attuned way. These sessions invite couples to slow down, listen differently, and reconnect through guided practices rooted in Tantra-informed bodywork, mindful presence, and compassionate communication—both with and without words.

    For couples who desire a relationship that feels more authentic, playful, and alive, this work offers a safe, non-judgmental space to explore connection, trust, and emotional intimacy. I work with couples of all backgrounds and relationship styles, including long-term partners, new relationships, interracial couples, LGBTQ+ couples, polyamorous partnerships, and couples navigating transitions or moments of change. What brings me the greatest joy is supporting couples in creating greater clarity, trust, and peace within their relationship.

    Couples Tantra Sessions May Include

    • Time to discuss shared and individual intentions, needs, and Tantra education

    • Showers before and after bodywork for physical and energetic cleansing

    • Brief guided breathwork to support grounding and shared presence

    • Optional heated dual percussion therapy (helpful for lymphatic drainage and releasing tension or stress)

    • Full-body massage offered with care, presence, and attunement

    • Optional vibroacoustic sound therapy bed experience

    • Optional personalized sound healing woven throughout the session, using high-quality instruments and accompanying vocals

    These sessions are held within a clear, respectful, and emotionally safe container, allowing each partner to feel supported while exploring deeper connection together. Whether you are seeking to strengthen an already solid bond or gently navigate challenges, couples Tantra sessions offer a space to reconnect with mutual awareness, embodiment, and intentional presence.

    For more details about Tantra read our FAQ section here

    WOMEN'S TANTRA MASSAGE SESSIONS

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    The Tantra-informed work I offer with women is deeply sacred to me. I welcome each woman with warmth, care, and open presence, honoring the opportunity to witness and co-create a conscious awakening together. These sessions are an invitation to be received fully — just as you are — within a safe, supportive container that encourages relaxation, empowerment, and nervous system regulation.

    My work with women is rooted in compassion and intentionality, gently supporting the release of shame, self-judgment, and holding patterns that no longer serve. Through a thoughtful blend of psychotherapeutic insight, mindfulness practices, and intuitive bodywork, sessions are designed to nourish the heart, cleanse the spirit, and support healing that is specific to the feminine experience.

    These sessions emphasize sisterhood, embodiment, and restoration, offering space to reconnect with your inner wisdom and cultivate a deeper sense of wholeness. Each experience is held with care and reverence, guiding the elevation and remembrance of your divine feminine nature in a way that feels grounding, nurturing, and deeply supportive.

    Women’s Tantra Sessions May Include

    • Time to discuss your individual needs, intentions, and Tantra education

    • Showers before and after bodywork for physical and energetic cleansing

    • Brief guided breathwork to support grounding and presence

    • Optional heated dual percussion therapy for releasing muscular tension

    • Full-body massage offered with care, presence, and intuitive attunement

    • Optional vibroacoustic sound therapy bed experience

    • Optional 15-minute Tantra Virtual Reality meditation to close the session

    • Optional personalized sound healing woven throughout, using high-end instruments and accompanying vocals

    For more details about Tantra read our FAQ section here

    VIBRO-ACOUSTIC SOUND BED

    Sensaura is home to a professional-grade InHarmony Sound Lounge 3, available at our Los Angeles location. When included toward the end of a longer 3–4 hour session, this experience offers a deeply restorative and almost celestial descent into full nervous system relaxation and integration.

    You will be comfortably placed beneath a weighted blanket, with a weighted eye mask and noise-canceling headphones, while your body is gently carried through waves of sound and vibration. As low-frequency tones move through the bed, your entire body is vibrationally engaged, allowing you to drift in and out of deep states of rest, presence, and embodied stillness. Many clients describe this as one of the most profoundly relaxing and grounding experiences they have ever had.

    The InHarmony Sound Lounge 3 combines vibroacoustic technology with immersive sound design, delivering synchronized frequencies through both sound and gentle vibration. Unlike traditional sound healing, this system allows the body to feel sound as well as hear it, supporting parasympathetic nervous system activation, muscular release, and deep mental quiet. The technology is designed to guide the brain toward meditative states while the body settles into a sense of safety and ease.

    Within the context of a Tantra-informed session, vibroacoustic sound therapy plays a vital role. After extended bodywork, breath, and sensory engagement, the sound lounge helps the nervous system integrate what has been experienced, allowing energy to settle rather than remain stimulated. This is one of the primary reasons longer sessions are so highly recommended — they create the spaciousness needed not only for activation and awareness, but also for deep integration and restoration.

    Including the Sound Lounge 3 transforms a session from a powerful experience into a fully embodied journey, supporting long-lasting benefits that extend well beyond the time spent in the sanctuary.

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    HEATED DUAL PERCUSSION THERAPY


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    Sensaura offers professional-grade heated dual percussion therapy as an optional addition to longer sessions, particularly supportive for clients carrying chronic tension, muscular guarding, or stress-related holding patterns. This modality is most often used at the beginning of a session to help the body soften and prepare for deeper, more receptive bodywork.

    Percussion therapy delivers rapid, rhythmic pulses into the muscles, encouraging relaxation and responsiveness more efficiently than static pressure alone. This technique helps increase circulation, mobility, and tissue hydration, allowing the body to receive touch with greater ease and less resistance.

    The rhythmic stimulation also supports the body’s natural lymphatic movement, helping reduce stagnation and promote a sense of lightness and release. When combined with mindful presence, this can create a noticeable shift in how the body settles and opens during the session.

    The addition of gentle heat therapy further enhances these effects. Warmth increases blood flow, softens tight or guarded areas, and signals safety to the nervous system. This allows muscles to relax more readily, making subsequent massage work feel deeper, smoother, and more pleasurable, without the need for excessive pressure.

    Within a Tantra-informed session, heated percussion therapy plays an important preparatory role. By easing physical tension and calming defensive holding patterns, it supports a quicker transition into embodied awareness, sensation, and receptivity, especially for clients arriving in a heightened or stressed state.

    When included, dual percussion therapy helps create a session that feels more fluid, integrated, and nourishing, allowing the body and nervous system to work together in a state of ease.

    Benefits of Heated Dual Percussion Therapy May Include

    • Softening tight or guarded muscles

    • Increased circulation and tissue responsiveness

    • Support for natural lymphatic flow

    • Improved range of motion and ease of movement

    • Faster transition into relaxation and receptivity

    • Enhanced comfort during deeper bodywork

    • Nervous system calming through rhythmic stimulation and warmth

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    Why Clients Often Choose to Include This Modality

    Heated dual percussion therapy is especially helpful for clients who:

    • Carry stress or tension in the body

    • Feel physically guarded or “on edge” when arriving

    • Have tight muscles that need gentle preparation

    • Want to receive deeper bodywork without force

    • Are booking longer sessions and want a more complete, integrated experience

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    TANTRA VIRTUAL REALITY MEDITATION

    HOW VIRTUAL REALITY ALIGNS WITH TANTRIC TOOLS

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    Tantra Virtual Reality Meditation is an immersive, multi-sensory mindfulness experience designed to support deep presence, perceptual clarity, and nervous system integration. This experience is offered as an optional closing ritual during longer 3–4 hour sessions, allowing the body and mind to fully settle after extended bodywork, breath, and sensory engagement.

    At its foundation, Tantra is a form of yoga — and like all yoga, its purpose is presence. Yoga is the practice of bringing awareness fully into the moment, into the body, and into direct experience. Tantra applies this through sensation, breath, perception, and conscious attention.

    Virtual reality supports this aim naturally. By design, VR removes external distractions, gently anchoring awareness in the present moment. When the visual field is fully engaged and the senses are softly focused, mental chatter quiets and attention settles with ease. In this way, virtual reality becomes a modern tool for an ancient practice: being fully here.

     INTEGRATION & SESSION FLOW

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    During the meditation, you are supported in comfort and stillness. With clear consent and attunement, you may be seated securely and upright, held within my grounded embrace, with my arms and legs gently supporting you. This form of non-sexual, fully clothed, seated holding is offered solely as a grounding and reassuring presence — allowing the body to feel safe, contained, and supported as awareness turns inward.

    Many clients find that this physical containment helps the nervous system settle more deeply, especially while the visual experience unfolds. Rather than distracting, the gentle holding provides a stable reference point for the body, allowing the mind to relax and remain present.

    This virtual reality meditation is intentionally offered at the end of a session, when the body has softened and the mind is already receptive. After extended bodywork, breath, and sensory engagement, this closing experience allows everything that has been opened to organize, integrate, and meaningfully land.

    While deeply grounding, the meditation is also inspiring and expansive. Immersive visuals, sound, and guided awareness can evoke profound psychological insight and clear, pleasurable body sensations, often accompanied by feelings of openness, warmth, and subtle energetic flow. Rather than overstimulating the nervous system, this experience brings activation into coherence — helping inspiration settle into the body rather than remain abstract.

    Many clients describe leaving this final portion of the session feeling mentally clear, emotionally uplifted, and spiritually nourished, with a renewed sense of compassion, joy, hope, and connection to themselves. As a closing ritual, the meditation supports a return to stillness that feels alive rather than flat — allowing the session to complete in a way that is both deeply satisfying and quietly transformative.

    BENEFITS

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     Using 360-degree immersive environments, sound, and guided meditation, the experience gently shifts perception away from habitual thought patterns and into embodied awareness. Various meditation based platforms demonstrate that immersive VR meditation can support emotional regulation, focus, and meditative states by engaging perception fully and guiding the brain toward calm, coherent rhythms.

    An additional benefit of immersive VR is its ability to evoke clear, tangible body sensations. Visual experiences that simulate spacious movement — such as drifting, floating, or moving through light and space — often generate felt sensations of openness, lightness, or flow. These sensations arise naturally from the nervous system’s response to immersive perception and are similar to what many experience during deep meditation or breath-based practices.

    The Ram Dass Meditation Experience

    One of the featured journeys includes a guided meditation led by Ram Dass, a revered spiritual teacher whose work bridged Eastern philosophy, Western psychology, and devotional practice. His teachings emphasize compassion, presence, self-acceptance, and remembering love as our true nature — principles that align seamlessly with Tantra-informed work.

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    His voice offers gentle guidance without force, inviting awareness rather than effort. Within this meditation, Ram Dass serves as a steady presence — encouraging softening, receptivity, and quiet inner listening.

    Additional Virtual Reality Meditation Options

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    Alternative VR journeys are also available for those who prefer a different tone or intention. These may include:

    • Binaural soundscapes and frequency-based audio

    • Music-driven immersive environments

    • Guided or non-guided visual meditations

    • Experiences designed for grounding, emotional release, or deep rest

    Each option is selected intentionally to support integration, presence, and nervous system balance, allowing the session to close in a way that feels complete and nourishing.

    Why This Experience Is Best Included in Longer Sessions

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    Virtual Reality Meditation is most effective once the body has softened and the nervous system has begun to settle. This is why it is reserved for extended sessions, where there is enough time for activation, exploration, and then deep integration. Rather than stimulating, this experience helps awareness organize, land, and rest, allowing the benefits of the session to carry forward well beyond your time in the sanctuary.

    Every element used within a session — touch, sound, breath, stillness, and virtual reality — shares the same purpose: to tune awareness into the present moment. Virtual reality simply offers a precise and modern way to support that intention.

    META QUEST 3

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    This meditation is experienced using a Meta Quest 3 virtual reality headset, selected for its high-resolution visuals, enhanced depth perception, and lightweight, comfortable design. The Quest 3 offers smoother motion and clearer imagery than earlier VR systems, helping the nervous system relax into the experience without strain or distraction.

     

    VIRTUAL ZOOM SESSIONS

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    My Virtual Sessions provide a professional, Tantra-informed, trauma-aware space for clients to explore emotional, spiritual, and energetic well-being from the comfort of home. Rooted in Tantric philosophy and practical tools, these sessions guide a compassionate inquiry into the self, helping clients understand and release past traumas, cultivate intimacy, and integrate mindful practices into daily life.

    Each session is tailored to the individual, combining Tantra-informed coaching, trauma-sensitive guidance, and mindfulness exercises. Clients are supported in developing strategies for emotional resilience, conscious self-connection, and embodied awareness, while applying Tantric principles in a safe and empowering way. These sessions are ideal for those seeking guidance in spiritual hygiene, personal growth, emotional integration, and mindful living.

    Session Details & Scheduling:

    • Recommended session length: 1–2 hours, providing sufficient time for meaningful dialogue, practical exercises, and integration of tools.

    • Clients must text me for personalized pricing and scheduling.

    Note: Virtual sessions maintain the same attention, professionalism, and client-centered focus as our in-person offerings. They are designed to support ongoing growth, self-awareness, and embodied presence, helping clients apply Tantra-informed practices in everyday life.

    AROMA THERAPY

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    Aromatherapy is a subtle yet powerful support within a Tantra massage session. Carefully selected essential oils engage the limbic system—the part of the brain associated with memory, emotion, and nervous system regulation—helping the body soften more quickly into safety and presence.

    When used intentionally, scent becomes a bridge between mind and body. It can encourage deeper breath, support relaxation of the nervous system, and gently guide awareness inward. Many clients find that aromatherapy helps them release mental tension, ground more fully into their physical sensations, and remain connected to the present moment throughout the session.

    In the context of Tantra, aromatherapy is not used to stimulate or override the body, but to support receptivity, attunement, and embodied awareness. Each blend is chosen to complement the tone of the session—whether calming, heart-opening, grounding, or clarifying—and is always offered with consent.

    Aromatherapy does not replace the work; it enhances it. Like music, breath, and intentional touch, scent becomes another layer of the ceremonial container—supporting relaxation, emotional openness, and a deeper sense of being held.

    All essential oils are used mindfully and in appropriate dilution. Aromatherapy is optional and can be adjusted or omitted at any time. Adding aromatherapy to your session is at no additional cost and is my gift to you.

    For decades, I have had a special interest in aromatherapy and essential oils and I work specifically with Essential Oil Wizardry products in my practice. After decades of research I believe EOW essential oils to be the highest and most consistent quality I have found.

     

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    What makes Essential Oil Wizardry Products Unique?

    Sourcing:

    • Our botanical extracts are purposefully sourced consciously and whenever possible directly from the source.
    • Care is taken in selecting the finest quality essential oils based on organoleptic testing – pedigree (certifications) comes secondary to vitality, purity & quality.
    • Our imported products are immediately placed into an amber glass from aluminum or pharmaceutical-grade plastic (industry standard).
    • Our intent is to create high potency, artisan-crafted essential oil products using scientific rationale, intuition & alchemy that develops safe & effective formulas.

     

    Production:

    • When blending our essential oil products both old & new, there is intention and ceremony.
    • Each batch is unique in quality and batches vary with the intention of always improving!
    • All our products are formulated / blended in small batches (ie. 4 oz – 1 gallon).
    • Each Essential Oil Bottle is currently hand-bottled / labeled by joyous high-vibe humans.
    • We imprint our products using frequency to modulate the effectiveness of our formulations & potentiate the energetic qualities of our final products using orgonite.
    • We use state-of-the-art ultrasonic technology to produce small-scale artisan batches of Full-Spectrum Ultrasonic Extracts of rare medicinal plants!

     

    Ethos:

    • There is a clear & distinct vibrancy present in each of our essential oil products!
    • The products we formulate create lifestyle solutions, conscious business & generate huge smiles and new friends.
    • We make the world forever aromatically fragrant in the best way ever!
    • Dr. Nick stands behind each of our products, 100% – you will love your investment or receive a complete refund for the product(s) in question, less cost of shipping.

    HIGHLIGHTS

    Whenever possible, we empower smaller community extraction projects that are producing superior quality products from chemical-free plant material, to financially uplift and support conscious land-stewardship on Earth. Our team of specialized and heart-centered wizards handcraft therapeutic formulations, botanical perfumery, and essential oil blends that are of cutting-edge quality and potency. As one of the leading producers of ultrasonic tinctures, we are using technology and alchemy to create some truly novel and vital formulations. We are your ideal solution for developing next-level, sustainable Custom Blends for individuals while creating luxury quality product formulations for brands!

    EOW is the artisan essential oil company that you have been seeking as an alternative to big business and MLM! Providing fair market pricing and superior quality extracts, we are delivering innovative products using leading-edge technology. Our intention brings balance to ancestral wisdom and modern medicine with state-of-the-heart technologies ~ Bridging these principles into one botanically-based company, and delivering holistic lifestyle solutions for the collective. We give so much attention to detail so that you can feel truly great about supporting yourself and our work with each of your essential oil investments.

     

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    Owning My Influence in Healing Work

    Before you decide whether this work is right for you, it may help to understand how I approach healing and responsibility in the session space.

    This section below explains why working with me is different, and why people choose to place their body and nervous system in my care.

    What to Expect in a Session

    Pleasure, Depth, and How the Work Unfolds

     

    Most of the people who reach out to me are thoughtful and capable. They are used to being the one others rely on. They are successful in many areas of their lives. And yet, when it comes to touch, intimacy, and being truly met, something feels missing.

    Others come because their marriage feels distant, their sexuality feels muted, or their body no longer responds the way it once did. Some feel lonely in ways they do not easily admit.

    Many people come to Tantra simply wanting to relax, feel good in their body, and receive attentive, pleasurable touch. Others arrive curious about deeper patterns in intimacy, sexuality, or connection. In my experience, these are not separate paths. Pleasure and depth are deeply connected.

    Sessions are often nourishing, connective, and genuinely enjoyable. When a person who is accustomed to leading, managing, or holding everything together finally allows themselves to receive, something shifts. At the same time, when the body begins to experience warmth, connection, softened breath, and receive real attention, it is not uncommon for emotions, insights, uncomfortable truths, or simply relief to surface. Sometimes what unfolds is simple enjoyment. Sometimes it is relief. Sometimes it is the realization that they have not truly relaxed in years.

    Occasionally something deeper surfaces, a truth about connection, desire, or unmet needs that has been waiting quietly beneath the surface. It becomes access. It becomes a doorway. This does not mean something is wrong. It means something is finally being met. Pleasure is no longer something chased or performed. It becomes something allowed. Pleasure has a way of opening places that have been held tight for a long time.

    My role is to meet both with equal care. I am fully capable and honored to hold space for ease, enjoyment, and pleasure, while also staying present and grounded if something deeper emerges. Nothing is forced in my sessions. I am not digging for wounds and I am not staging fantasy. I follow what your nervous system reveals when it feels safe enough to unfold. I am paying close attention to what your body is communicating in real time. I move at the pace your body is ready for, whether that looks like simple enjoyment, meaningful insight, or a blend of both.

    For many intelligent, high-performing people, the hardest part is not feeling pleasure. It is allowing it. It is staying present with it. It is surrendering control long enough to experience it. It is trusting that they do not need to manage the moment or impress the person in the room. This is often where the real shift begins and where my work truly begins.

     

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    There’s a reason this phrase gets repeated so often:

    “Healers don’t heal. They only hold space while the body heals itself.”

    On the surface, it sounds ethical. Empowering. Safe.

    And yes, the body does have an innate capacity to heal itself.

    But here is the part we rarely look at.

    When healing is flattened into only self‑healing, something real quietly disappears: the influence, skill, and responsibility of the facilitator.

    My holding space is not neutral. My presence is not passive. Regulation, timing, and attunement change outcomes whether I name them or not.

    If your system could access release, reorganization, and resolution entirely on its own, you likely would have already done it. Even with all of your insight, awareness, and intention. The fact that people seek support tells the truth. Something relational is missing, and that absence is not a personal failure.

    There is another layer underneath this conversation that we don’t talk about enough.

    Some part of us is still afraid to be seen as powerful. Afraid of being misunderstood. Afraid of being judged, rejected, or metaphorically burned at the stake again for doing too much, having gifts, or being too much.

    So we soften the language. We disappear behind humility. We call it ethics.

    But denying my influence does not make my work safer. It pushes power into the shadow. And what goes unowned always leaks sideways.

    Yes, the body has an innate capacity to heal. That is true.

    It is also true that deeply skilled facilitators actively participate in that healing. In my work, I am tracking the nervous system in real time. I am reading cues my clients may not yet consciously feel. I am intervening at precise moments and supporting the completion of responses the body could not complete on its own.

    Many of our deepest wounds are not purely internal. They are relational. They come from rupture, misattunement, and being alone at moments when connection was needed. Relational wounds do not resolve in isolation. They reorganize in relationship, through the presence of another regulated nervous system that can stay present when our own cannot.

    I do not believe ethical practice comes from erasing myself as the practitioner. I believe it comes from owning my influence and training myself to hold it cleanly.

    My presence changes dynamics. The medicine I bring is not neutral. I am responsible for timing, attunement, regulation, and impact. I do not simply hold space. I actively participate while remaining grounded, accountable, and clear in my role.

    I do not become ethical by hiding my skill.

    I become ethical by acknowledging my influence, refining my capacity, and taking responsibility for how I affect the nervous systems I touch.

    If I am good at what I do, disappearing is not humility.

    Integrity means standing fully in my medicine and holding it with care.

    Because the hardest part of facilitation is not the breath pattern, the pacing, or even the ability to read somatic cues.

    The hardest part is my own inner landscape.

    How regulated my nervous system is.
    How well I know my own shadow.
    How willing I am to be honest with myself about what I avoid, what I want to control, and where I am tempted to turn away.

    When I hold Tantra sessions, I am not relying on technique alone. I am relying on my capacity to stay present, to feel, and to remain grounded when a client meets something vulnerable, intense, or unfamiliar in themselves.

    People often think healing in this work comes from having more tools or more information. In my experience, real healing comes from having more capacity.

    Capacity to feel without flooding, to stay present without dissociating, and to remain available when someone encounters a truth that scares them.

    This work continuously asks me to meet the parts of myself and others that want control, the parts that want to be liked, the parts that want to stay comfortable, and the parts that once believed that knowing more meant being more.

    It does not.

    What allows my sessions to be safe, grounded, and effective is not just what I know, but how I hold myself while I am holding another. That is the standard I bring into every session.

    If you are seeking work that is passive, transactional, performative, fantasy based, or distant, this may not be the right fit. If you are looking for someone who is deeply present, actively engaged, and willing to take responsibility for how the work actually lands in your body, this is where our work begins.

    If this way of working resonates, the next step is simply to reach out and begin a thoughtful conversation about what you are seeking and whether we are a good fit.

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    I’m honored that you feel drawn to my work and presence. Before we explore what’s possible together, I invite you to take a few intentional steps toward making a thoughtful introduction. Our connection truly begins with our first exchange, and this initial process helps ensure that we are aligned in values, intentions, and care.

    I believe that meaningful work unfolds best when both people feel safe, respected, and fully present. Screening allows me to show up with openness and devotion, and it supports you in entering the space with clarity and ease. I warmly welcome those who approach this work with reverence, mindfulness, and a genuine desire for connection.

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    If you are an established client of Sensaura Sanctuary, you are welcome to text the number associated with your nearest location to schedule.

    Please note that we accept TEXT MESSAGES ONLY. Phone calls are not answered or returned, as this helps us maintain privacy, presence, and clear communication.

     

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    Trust and respect begin well before we meet. I carefully screen all new clients to maintain the integrity, safety, and intentional nature of this work. If you feel called to work with me and Sensaura Sanctuary, you are invited to complete our New Client Application and participate in our screening process.

    We are discerning with whom we work, and not all applications are accepted. This care allows me to offer my full presence and create the kind of container that supports deep, meaningful sessions.

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    Feb 8, 2026

    TRUE HEALING, AWARENESS, AND SELF-CONNECTION… THOUGHTFUL, POWERFUL, AND DEEPLY AUTHENTIC

    "This session was absolutely worth my time and investment. I came in curious and open, and left feeling deeply grounded, clear, and connected to myself in a way I didn’t expect. Throughout the 3.5 hour experience, I noticed a real shift in my body and awareness, massive tension released, my breathing softened like a newborn, and I felt more present and calm than I have in a long time. Emotionally, it created space for reflection, clarity, and a deeper sense of self-connection and correction. What stood out most was Crystal’s depth of knowledge, intuition, and integrity in her practice. She creates an environment that feels safe, intentional, and genuinely healing. Her presence allows you to fully relax, let go, and trust the process, which made the experience profoundly impactful. After the session, I felt more open, grounded, and aligned, both internally and in how I relate to others. It supported a sense of clarity and presence that carried with me beyond the session itself.If you’re seeking an experience that goes beyond the physical and into true healing, awareness, and self-connection, I highly recommend Crystal. Her work is thoughtful, powerful, and deeply authentic.'' ~ G.D.
    Feb 2, 2026

    FULL BODY SPIRITUAL AWAKENING!

    "I was looking for an authentic Tantric massage, and what I got was a full body spiritual awakening! Crystal's nurturing touch was never rushed and always had purpose, helping me feel at ease from the very beginning. The cozy furniture and tranquil ambiance set the perfect mood for exactly what I needed! I cannot recommend Crystal enough! Will definitely be returning again." ~ P.T.
    Jan 31, 2026

    HIGHLY RECOMMEND!

    "Spending time with Crystal was unique, pleasantly surprising, and left me feeling uplifted and optimistic of some of the challenges I’ve faced. It’s more than what you may be going in for. Highly recommend!" ~ T.G.
    Jan 30, 2026

    PURE RELAXATION

    "It's rare in any industry to find someone who cares and strives to become masters of their trade to genuinely help people - that's the vibe you instantly get from Crystal! I felt totally unplugged from the stresses of the day to a place of pure relaxation!" ~ A.G.
    Jan 27, 2026

    AMAZING EXPERIENCE

    "Crystal provided an amazing experience, She is very welcoming and knows how to make you feel comfortable almost immediately. Crystal is also very talented at recognizing areas that need attention and she addresses them perfectly. She’s everything, all you could want and more" ~ A.B.
    Jan 26, 2026

    CLEARLY UNIQUE AND INTUITIVE SESSION

    "Crystal is amazing. She makes you feel comfortable from the moment you arrive. Explains everything about the session in detail and listens to your story. Provides a clearly unique and intuitive session that opens up your mind and grounds you in a way that breaks your frame on life. I highly recommend." ~ M.A.
    Jan 25, 2026

    “UTTERLY UNIQUE” DOESN’T BEGIN TO DESCRIBE HOW DISTINCT AND REWARDING IT IS

    "Crystal has put an extraordinary amount of thought and care and effort into curating this experience; saying it is "utterly unique" doesn't begin to express how distinct and rewarding it is. Three hours with Crystal is indeed a capacious time, with multiple modes of interaction and unexpected new vistas. Crystal really does want to relate to you soul-to-soul, and I departed with a very happy vibe that lasted for the next several days. Crystal may not be for everyone, but for the discerning gentleman, she is definitely worth it." ~ S.B.
    Jan 12, 2026

    I FELT MY MIND BECOME FREE… MORE AWARE OF MY SENSES AND SURROUNDINGS

    "I really enjoyed my session with Crystal. The tantra experience was very comfortable from start to finish. I actually became increasingly more comfortable and awakened as the session went on. I felt my mind become free and I was able to dive into myself and become more aware of my senses and surroundings. There were things I learned during my session that I plan on implementing into my everyday life. I very much look forward to returning. Thank you!" ~ C.D.
    Jan 10, 2026

    GENUINE LOVE AND CARE AS WELL AS GREAT TECHNICAL SKILL

    "Crystal made me feel very comfortable and welcome as soon as I walked in. The session began with an informal conversation about what brought me there. I felt very free to share anything that came to mind without fear of judgment. You can tell right away that it's not just a job for her. She cares deeply about making people feel comfortable and seen and understood. The intimate nature of the session was very much emotional as well as physical. Beyond her amazing ability to pinpoint the exact areas of tension in my body she made me feel cared for in every sense. The feeling of deep relaxation went throughout my entire body. Even the shower afterward felt different as my body was fully open to experience physical sensation in a new way. It's hard to describe but well worth experiencing. She conducts her session with genuine love and care as well as great technical skill as a masseuse." ~ S.M.
    Jan 7, 2026

    INTUITIVE, PATIENT, AND ROOTED IN GENUINE CARE

    "I had a deeply grounding and respectful experience with Crystal. From the moment I arrived, the space felt calm, intentional, and safe. The session was held with clear boundaries and steady presence, which made it easy to fully relax without feeling rushed or performative. What stood out most was Crystal’s ability to stay centered and responsive. The work felt intuitive, patient, and rooted in genuine care rather than technique alone. I left feeling regulated, clear, and more connected to my body than when I arrived. The ideal outcome presented itself at the end. It was not what I thought I wanted, or what I believed it could be, the result of this experience was exactly what my mind, body and soul needed it to be. This was not just a massage, but a thoughtfully held experience guided by professionalism, integrity, and trust throughout." ~ M.R.
    Dec 27, 2025

    GENUINELY IMPRESSED

    "I'm feeling great! Crystal is super kind and sweet. As someone who regularly receives care for back pain through physical/ occupational therapy, I was genuinely impressed by her level of attention and ability to deliver a positive and effective therapeutic session. Thank you Crystal!" ~ H.P.
    Dec 13, 2025

    AMAZING!

    "Crystal was so amazing! She actually cares about you during the session! Not a clock watcher at all and really takes her time to get to know you and molds to you" ~ R.W.
    Nov 24, 2025

    ASTOUNDED…

    "As a person that has a very hard time opening up to people including family, I was astounded that she actually made me feel comfortable in her space. I felt no need to wear my usual masks, nor to make a new one to adapt to her. She just accepted me for who I was and where I was. My only regret is that I didn’t open up all the way in such a short time. From this single visit I was definitely skeptical of everything. But she proved otherwise, there’s not much else to say except she gave her all and I’m going back again. For people that are skeptical and questioning whether to go or not, give her an honest try. If it’s too expensive for you, plan ahead so you go in with a guiltless conscience but, definitely still go. She is a good person, heart and all." ~ D.J.
    Nov 22, 2025

    EXTRAORDINARY EXPERIENCE

    "What a great experience with Crystal. Everything written about her is accurate. The environment of the sanctuary and her personality really set the tone for an extraordinary experience." ~ M.M.
    Nov 8, 2025

    STRONG MEDICINE … TRULY UNIQUE

    "Strong Medicine! Surprisingly, my experience with Crystal was similar to, and even stronger than, my experience with the plant medicine ceremony I participated in last year. Crystal is truly unique in comparison to other Tantra practitioners I’ve seen. It was the best education I’ve received in regards to what Tantra is really all about. She practices from the heart and loves what she does. 3 hours was too short. Thank you Crystal for authentically showing up in this world! To anyone who reads this - if you are feeling drawn to Crystal, go with it!" ~ P.G.
    Nov 6, 2025

    HELPFUL … RELAXED… LIFE FROM A DIFFERENT ANGLE

    "This was my first time experiencing anything like this, and I am thankful Crystal was a welcoming presence. My time with her ended up being more chill and relaxed than I expected. The breath work exercise was tricky to get down at first (I think I've gotten the hang of it since then), and the sound bed experience was trippy and exciting. I also echo other reviewers here when I say our conversation was helpful and made me look at my position in life from a different angle. It helps that Crystal has unique experiences herself to offer people like me." ~ B.G.
    Nov 6, 2025

    CAPTIVATED… EXPERIENCE EXISTENCE IN A DEEPER MORE UNIFIED WAY

    "My first session with Crystal was an exploration of a realm that felt very foreign to me. Reassured - captivated- I came back for more, and to go deeper. In this second session, I realized how possible it is, with the right guide, to break down the barriers between the mind and the body and to experience existence in a deeper, more unified way. This is what Crystal's practice is really about: through breathing exercises, relaxation, massage, thought-provoking challenges and thoughtful observations, she leads you to points where your perspective can change and the mind-body distinction can erode away.~ F.R.
    Nov 5, 2025

    AMAZING EXPERIENCE

    "Amazing experience, well worth the time spent there. Could not recommend her more highly." ~ S.T.
    Nov 2, 2025

    EXTRAORDINARILY INTELLIGENT, ARTICULATE, AND INTUITIVE HEALER… A DEEPLY PERSONAL, TRANSFORMATIVE EXPERIENCE

    "Crystal's description of her service is not only accurate it's an understatement. She is an extraordinarily intelligent, articulate, and intuitive healer who has created an environment that feels like a true sanctuary. Every detail is intentional: the frequency of the music, the lighting, the scents, all working together to create a space that feels safe, grounding, and deeply restorative. What makes Crystal unique is her ability to embody and transmit genuine, unconditional love. During my session, I felt my entire nervous system reset. It was as if years of tension and noise just melted away. She guided me through a deeply personal, transformative experience that left me feeling profoundly peaceful, blissful, and re-energized." ~ M.G.
    Oct 30, 2025

    BLOWN AWAY! WONDERFUL HUMAN BEING!

    "Crystal immediately makes you feel at home. This is a true energetic experience and a place to come to get better and grow. Everything was super natural and I am so blown away AND Relaxed. What a wonderful human being!" ~ J.K.
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