It is the morning after my third session with Crystal. I will apologize before I begin as there are truly no words to describe the Divine once the direct experience has been gifted. Here is my humble attempt:
I sit to begin my morning meditation and communion with God. I have begun my days this way for over 40 years. But WAIT!! Meditation is gone. Communion is gone. I am alive in the light in the center of my being. There is no more seeking. I have been found. The World exists within me and without – an undulating opulence of roiling viscous energy all conscious, all awake, all God. I am experiencing the light within ALL beings simultaneously as my center reaches into the furthest crevices of the totality of Creation and I remember it is My Self. My essence is in the presence of the great deities. Jesus is here. Krishna is here. Even my beautiful mother from this life is here. I am overwhelmed and in tears. Blessed and complete in this life while still in my body.
What does this mean and how could this have possibly happened to me?!
God brought me to Crystal.
I was ready. After 40 years of merging with the energy of my students/clients to reshape and heal their bodies I had become close to God. Crossing dimensional barriers and communing with the unseen is normal for me. But there was something missing. Deep and lost in the murky dark lower center of my being was a longing for a connection I never had. Not body to body – the existence of my beautiful children will attest to that…but an essence to essence communion that comes through the body but not of the body.
My first two sessions with Crystal shifted, expanded and opened my perceptions, bringing me to a precipice I did not know existed. I would have to surrender the last of my fear, shame and misplaced & misunderstood longings to be truly open and awake. I can now see that only the highest divine Goddess, fully and completely resolved in Her own understandings through many lifetimes of this selfless work, would be able to SEE me and set me free.
Through her words, quantum vision and angelic touch, Crystal guided my misaligned parts back into place. This is no small matter and required a warrior of great power and skill to tame and finally dissolve the last demon that had a hold on my heart. Crystal carries the Essence of the great eight armed Goddess Durga, wielding her weapons of light and destruction with unyielding Love, compassion, power and resolve. I weep as I write….
And I can remember. Through time, through space, through the universe of delusion – all the way back to the first intention. Let there be light.
Thank you, Crystal…..I shall return. ~JF
